Wednesday, June 29, 2011

The Myth of Persephone, Darkly Reimagined


Note: This book review was originally posted on TheLitExpress.blogspot.com on April 2, 2011

Title: Abandon (Book One)
Author: Meg Cabot
Publisher: Scholastic Inc.
Release Date: April 26, 2011
Hardcover: 320 pages
Source: ARC (Thanks, Scholastic!)
Reviewer: Sandy Phan

She knows what it's like to die. Now Death wants her back. Seventeen-year-old Pierce knows what happens to us when we die. That's how she met John Hayden, the mysterious stranger who's made returning to normal life—or at least life as Pierce knew it before the accident—next to impossible. Though she thought she escaped him—starting a new school in a whole new place—it turns out she was wrong. He finds her. What does John want from her? Pierce thinks she knows... just like she knows he's no guardian angel, and his dark world isn't exactly heaven. But she can't stay away from him, either, especially since he's always there when she least expects it, but exactly when she needs him most. But if she lets herself fall any further, she might find herself back in the place she fears the most. And when Pierce discovers the shocking truth, that’s exactly where John sweeps her: The Underworld.

Review:

I have to say that I am a bit disappointed in this book. I was so excited when the ARC showed up on my doorstep, and I ripped open the package to find the sleek, black-and-gold book. As a child, I loved the romance and dark dangers lurking in ancient Greek myths. I was especially intrigued by the myth of Persephone and the lord of the underworld. Needless to say, I had very high hopes for this book.

I felt that the characters could use a bit more development, and they probably will be later in the series. Perhaps I am overly critical, but recently I have found that many female protagonists in YA novels tend to annoy me. Bella particularly irked me in the Twilight series, and I only put up with her because I loved Edward and Jacob. Bella just seemed so helpless, useless, and clueless—especially when it came to reading both Edward's and Jacob's feelings. Pierce Oliviera is a similarly frustrating character. She fully intends to be a strong and independent girl, but somehow often manages to come off as a bit dense and rash. John (a.k.a. Death or the ruler of the underworld) describes her as caring and selfless, but I wasn’t entirely convinced by her desire to help others. She simply had no idea what the people she cared about wanted or needed. I often had the urge to shake her and ask her if she really was that blind. 

John, while only slightly less clueless than Pierce, displayed a bit more depth. I mean, you can’t exactly blame a guy who has so little interaction with live people for not understanding a girl—especially a girl like Pierce. Sometimes I had imagined Hades as a seductive bad boy, and other times, I believed him to be a manipulative and selfish sort who could only get the girl by tricking her into eating the food from his world. Cabot created a somewhat complex and very sympathetic modern-day Hades figure in John. He exuded just the right amount of moody, dark, bad boy sex appeal, and I genuinely felt bad for him. He really didn't deserve a thankless job for eternity. And he certainly didn’t deserve a girlfriend who had no sense of emotional accountability. I am curious to learn more about his history as the series develops.

I would like to point out that one of Cabot's greatest strengths is her ability to make her main character jump off the page. As a writer, I know that it is very difficult to express a unique point of view, rather than simply write in an expository manner. In Abandon, Pierce's attitude and opinions infuse every line of text, and I really felt as though I was experiencing the story through her eyes. It's simply too bad for me that I didn't agree with most of her thoughts and actions.

The story opens about a year and a half after Pierce's near-death experience, and bounces back and forth in time between the present and past, filling in bits and pieces of information. This was a very clever plot device to keep the reader curious about Pierce's encounter with John in the underworld and the violent events afterwards that forced her to change schools and move to her mother's hometown on a tiny island off the coast of Florida. Overall, I found myself wanting to know the back story because it was offered so piecemeal, and this is what kept me turning the pages, despite my frustrations. However, the more I found out about her actions, the less sympathetic I became to Pierce. Eventually, I finished the book because I really wanted a resolution or some sort of reward for sticking it out, but I encountered a total cliffhanger. I prefer series that provide the reader with some payoff at the end of each book, while still keeping you hungry for more. I suppose it’s a very fine balance that is difficult to achieve. 

So I am moderately interested in finding out what will happen next, but I haven’t quite decided whether I will read the next book in the series. Perhaps Pierce will mature and become a less frustrating character in the next installment. If I didn’t have such a strong reaction to Pierce, I believe it would have been a much more enjoyable reading experience for me. The concept is really interesting, and I’d kind of like to see how Cabot develops her version of the myth.

My rating: 2.75

Friday, June 24, 2011

Quick Book Review: The Botticelli Secret


The Botticelli SecretThe Botticelli Secret by Marina Fiorato
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

Adventure, political intrigue, art history, romance, intelligent and humorous dialogue, plot twists ... this novel had it all! I enjoyed every bit of it and absolutely ADORED the protagonist. What a unique and entertaining point of view! This was by no means serious and "important" reading, but it was so cleverly concocted with complex characters and an even more complicated puzzle to solve, that I couldn't have asked for a better way to de-stress, and I've been super stressed lately. Thanks for lending it to me, Heidi!


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Friday, June 3, 2011

Community

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"What is community? How has community impacted your life?"

These are the questions the attendees of the Common Ground Open Mic event were asked last night. We had a chance to engage in a chalk talk (apparently, chalk talks involve writing and responding to answers on a huge sheet of butcher paper). Here were my responses:

What is community?
Community is a supportive group of people who provide a safe space where both individual members and the entire group are encouraged to grow.

How has community impacted your life?
Community has given me the courage to be creative.

There were some amazing performances last night. So much musical, poetic, and artistic talent! And everyone was so passionate about working for and with the community. I am always inspired when I attend these types of events. And it's volunteers who make it all happen. I used to make it out to LA for the Tuesday Night Cafe events every 1st and 3rd Tuesday of the month, but it's just so far.

I signed up for open mic last night and read a few of my poems. I was super nervous, as I hadn't performed in a very long time. But it makes me want to write again. So here's a poem:

Community creates unity
amongst unique personalities
bound my commonalities
that thrive on feeling alive
through words
through actions
through music
mind-melding attractions
of the heart and soul
and pulse of the whole.

Community challenges me
to be my truest me.

My next project is creating an inspiration Swatch Booklet. I'm going to paste/draw/write in images, events, people, anything that inspires me and the reasons why. This way, whenever I'm feeling down, I will just have to flip through and be reminded of all the things in the world both big and small that inspire me.

Sunday, April 24, 2011

It's All About the Cheese!



The Newport Beach Public Library offers a What's Cooking at the Library series. The It's all about the cheese! event was held on Tuesday, April 19, 2011. The amazing Pamela Thomson, Cheese Enthusiast, shared her vast knowledge about this delectable dairy addiction and directed the cheese tasting. James Vorce, Wine Guy at Trader Joe's, Cost Mesa, discussed the wines that were selected to complement the cheeses.

I headed over to the library right after work to help set up and had a fabulous time with Pam's sweet, quirky, and super supportive friends, colleagues, and loyal customers from Trader Joe's. We set out place settings and arranged the cheeses according to Pam's diagram. Pam was so thoughtful, that she brought treats for us to make sandwiches for ourselves before the event began.

Here are some photos of the lovely volunteers before the guests arrived:
Michelle fitting in a quick snack before the event.

Gail arranging the cheeses.

James pouring the wine.

The Wines




These are selected wines from Trader Joe's that we enjoyed with the cheeses:

Moscato Villa Alena - Sparkling Wine: A sweet, bubbly sparkling wine with acid and spritz. So yummy and refreshing!

Epicuro Sicilia Nero d'Avolo - Red Wine: A red with hints of plum, berries, and peppery spices. Vicky, Gail, and I helped Pam pick this one over two other options the week before. The event attendees around me seemed to like it, so I was happy! :)


The Cheeses



Clockwise, starting from 12 o'clock:

Ricotta - Gioia Cheese: No rind, fresh, pasteurized cow milk. This one was lovely spread on a lemon cookie with a drizzle of honey and a sip of the moscato. I am not a fan of ricotta cheeses, as they don't have enough flavor for me, but I like ricotta if it is combined with the right sweet stuff.

Rouge et Noir Triple Creme - Marin French Cheese Co.: Bloomy rind, soft, pasteurized cow milk. I absolutely adore brie cheeses! (Although it's not exactly correct to refer to all triple cremes as "bries," like we do here in America, or something like that, but I don't care.) This one was soooo good spread on the breads, with fruit, nuts, everything! A great pairing with the white wine.

Truffle Tremor - Cypress Grove Creamery: Bloomy rind, soft, flavor added (earthy truffles, yum!), pasteurized Alpine goat milk. This one is brought to you by the same creamery that offers the equally incredible Humboldt Fog. My new favorite cheese! So good with honey, bread, all by itself ... I was in cheese heaven.

Midnight Moon - Cypress Grove Creamery: Waxed rind, semi-firm gouda-style, pasteurized goat milk. I enjoyed this cheese with the red and white wines. It was especially tasty with the olive bread and dried cranberries.

Ewephoria - CheeseLand: Wax rind, semi-hard gouda-style, pasteurized sheep milk. I love all gouda-style cheeses, so this one is aptly named. Eating it certainly does induce a euphoric state in the taste buds.

Bella Vitano Black Pepper - Sartori: Coated rind, firm, pasteurized cow milk. Pam says this one is good with salami, melted in macaroni and cheese, or with grapes. Not my favorite, but maybe if I had a glass of dark ale and some mac 'y' cheese, I would have enjoyed it more.

Barely Buzzed - Beehive Dairy: Rubbed rind, semi-firm, pasteurized Jersey milk. This was my other favorite of the evening. The rind is rubbed with ground expresso beans and lavender. I am going to try this cheese with some Vietnamese coffee and a French baguette. I'm sure it will be an utterly sinful sensory experience!

Point Reyes Original Blue - Point Reyes Farmstead Cheese Company: Bloomy rind, semi-firm, pasteurized Holstein cow milk. I am simply not a sticky cheese person. And I must say that eating a very small piece of this cheese with a date really neutralized the pungent flavor and brought out its creamy richness. However, I am still not sold on blue cheeses and will leave this delicacy to those who fully appreciate its finer points.

In addition to the wines, honey, and pear jelly, we also tasted the cheeses with a variety of breads, nuts and fruits:




All in all, I had a wonderful time! I would recommend a cheese tasting event to anyone who likes cheese. You'll learn so much and discover wonderful new cheeses, as well as be able to impress your friends and family by offering a delicious cheese plate at a dinner party or bringing one with you to a social event.

Pam gave her volunteers leftover cheeses from the event, and I rushed out the next day to buy nuts, olive bread, and wine to eat with my cheeses. I even ordered the cheese plate at Urth Caffe when I went out with my girlfriends on Friday. It truly is all about the cheese! :)





Friday, April 15, 2011

Reconnected

Tuesday: I spent a lovely evening helping my friend Pam select a red wine for her cheese event, What's Cooking at the Library, next week. (It's sold out, but visit Pam's website It's all about the cheese! for upcoming events.) Pam gave us a preview of the amazing cheeses we would taste, as well as other delicious morsels she'd brought back from California's Artisan Cheese Festival. The company was excellent and my taste buds were thoroughly satiated. I went home, settled in, and turned on my computer to discover that the internet was down. Resetting the modem yielded no results. I flipped on the TV to horrifying static on all channels.

The following notice hung on my door: "Time Cable has conducted a routine service audit in your area and discovered we have been providing service that was not ordered. We have corrected our error and disconnected that service..." I immediately called up Time Warner. No record of the disconnection existed in the system and Friday was the only day I could be available during working hours for a technician to come out. Three whole days without television and internet. I would miss an entire round of American Idol. The fury, the frustration, the utter helplessness of it all overwhelmed me.

And then, I got over it. I cooked dinner and read a book. I wrote a poem:

Three days offline and off-screen
and I'm pheening for a fix of the net--
connectivity and HDTV to numb the brain,
entertain, and even inspire.
Wired to watch and read and recognize other's art,
I've stood apart and willed my heart to wait--
wait for time and wait for genius,
missing the whole point of creating.
Cramming my craft into spare moments
rare and few and far between,
I've seen the dark and dismal underside of self-denial,
all the while feeding on the fiction and distraction at my fingertips.
With the stroke of a key, a press of the remote,
entire worlds unreal revealed,
and creative intentions ditched.
Thanks to a cable audit glitch,
my disconnect affected a hard reboot
straight to the root of my discontent.

Well, I do need the internet to be able to post this. And email really is essential to communicating, especially for the freelance work I do. However, I learned that I shouldn't rely so much on a cable connection. Yes, it keeps me connected to others, but often quite disconnected from myself. So this brief interruption in my cable services has helped me reconnect with my commitment to making a habit of being inspired.

Tim, the very friendly and helpful Time Warner tech, confirmed that the "error" lay in the fact that the auditor disconnected me in the first place, but we'll let bygones be bygones, as they agreed to credit my account for my days without service and I learned a very valuable lesson. Let's hope it never happens again, though.

Monday, April 11, 2011

Who Is Saint Giovanni Online Novel Blogging Event





The very talented and amazing Rane Anderson is hosting a blogging event of her YA paranormal romance novel, Who Is Saint Giovanni. She will post a chapter every week, starting today, April 11, at The Lit Express. For behind-the-scenes information, click here.

Rane has inspired me to fully delve into the realm of YA fiction, so that I can gain the courage, confidence, and creative stimulation to start writing my own novel. She has also given me the great honor of editing her novel before it is published in e-book format. I get a bit of a head start on online readers, as Rane sends me chapters in installments, and let me tell you, you're in for real treat!

Start reading to find out who Saint Giovanni really is.

Friday, March 4, 2011

Making a Habit of Being Inspired

The need for creativity has been both a blessing and a curse for me. There are times when I brim with creative energy that spews forth in all kinds of personal projects. At these times, I write regularly, manage to maintain an exercise routine, whip up tasty meals, craft special gifts, and find beauty and inspiration in just about everything. And then there are the lows, when I drown myself in fiction: YA novels, Asian dramas, manga, anime, Bollywood musicals, movies--any story that can seduce my imagination and suck away my time, time that I could spend creating my own stories or artwork. Of course the fiction I consume provides plenty of inspiration, because anything that can entertain and force you to care for fictional characters is simply brilliant. However, when I don't create and my fiction binges go on for too long, my soul dries up and cracks in the frigid winter of my whiny, self-pitying discontent. I see only repetition, useless toil, frustrated hopes, stifling stagnation, and no beauty anywhere.


During my latest creative drought,  a dear friend introduced me to Rane Anderson, a very talented writer and freelance editor. Her blog The Lit Express and upcoming online book Who Is Saint Giovanni? have inspired me to keep writing and creating (and reading, too!). I've even joined The Lit Express's book club on Goodreads. This month, we're reading Across the Universe by Beth Revis. What's not to love about a sci-fi YA novel with a bit of romance in a dystopian future? 


The biggest lesson I've learned from this latest bout of self-doubt and uninspired dreariness is that I need to stay connected to people, places, and creations that inspire me. I need to help build a creative community that provides its members with support and challenges us to take risks. I need to make a habit of being inspired so that I can feed my need to create and contribute to the communal reserve of creative fuel. Starting this blog will force me to create so that I'll have something new to post. At the very least, I will have a forum to comment on the lovely works that others create, and write about the things that inspire me.